Whr did u run to ? Avoiding me ? Or whats ? I have so many question to ask you .

Haish , you change to a person i rly don't like , whys ?

Shag , stress & sad . Is this you all wanted to see ? Then you all were be happy ?

Again & again being betrayed by th so calleds '' Closest '' frn, Is tht what i want ?

Close frn, one by one drifting more and more far frm me, i rly cnt tahan anymore .

Why must it be me ? Tell me luh . I put in so much trust in you , and i didnt expect

To see this kind of results , in th end , kena one more thing because of you & ur whatever frn's

Word, Do you know just one of your's sentence make me kena one more ? Aint you feel guilty ?

But did i ever say those thing anot ? Or you all think tht i one person good to bully ?

Girl, maybe one day you should try kena ur closest frn betray ? I give you a advice .

Sit down, think properly, what you do is correct anot ? Okkeh lah , let's say , you have been

Wanting to push all th blame to me , you can say something tht is true right ? Why

Anyhow put words in my mouth ? I cnt believe it siaal . Think bout it bahs .

& People get closed to me , all have motive der. i don't want this . I really don't want .

Can some1 just be true towards me . I don't even know who to believe now .

Or should i trust some1 again ? Im some1 which you need me , i go , Don't need , i no need go ?

Is it ? I doubt so . I use to listen more to frn's side , not family . Even thy have th same blood

As me , but i didnt rly listen to them . Now thinking , i regretted . I should not have been

Listening to those friends who are teaching me th wrong things . Am i rly tht bad ?

I don't know how come , today der me , is like tht der . Im sorry to those who put in

Alot effort & time in me one , im make you all dissappointed again & again . I think

Im gonna faint sooner or later , or shall i just MIA from everything ? I can't stand it .

Cut wrist all this silly things is old fashion liao , though i did cut before , but cutting wrist

Is like getting others action or wants sympathy on you , just like what Cheeho told me

Tht day i've cut, like what is he said: cut hand let other ppl see those blood for what?

Cut on your face mah, nicer ? I regret cutting cause of Sha** . Hais , you cut ler .

In th end , is you pain , th person can choose to ignore what you done , so why hurt urown .

Thts th fact uh , love can't be force , but i think i alr 1/2 gaven up on r/s ler . I don't want

Make myself so miserable , i want to study hard , and work hard for my future .

I can do anything for my family's .

ElvinBrother , im still worried bout you .

I want you to come back , even th whole word give up on you , you still have me der ok ?

This sister is not baibai be der . I'll rmb what u told me , know once i totally don't want

Hear what daddy & mummy said . I told myself : Whatever lah , i just want listen to elvin .

I say this , cos brother you meant alot to me kkeh ? I don't wanna lose you ):

Don't scared , sister will be here for you when you need me . Brother , i just want see you fine .

I can do anything for you also , i just want you to come back . Hais . I don't want see th past

Happen again . Everyday worrying for you . I feel like running away also , cause no people

Help me anymore at home , all daddymummy does , was kpkb . I want you to be here .

Tell me how then you will return ? Brother i miss you . i need you also .

I need some1 to help me at home , i promise you i will guaiguai , if u come home .

I said alr , i can do anything for u . Come back will you ? ): I miss th time , we laugh tgt .

Helping you to buy cokes & foods . And you will give me money to buy things i need .

Now ? No more ler . I can't buy any things i want , cause i don't wanna waste daddymummy's

Money liao , i don't like ppl to say . One sentence tht i will nv change .

I will wait for you to come back home , even every1 gaves up on you . Be it how long .

I don't mind , Brother , mmedoteyou . Luvv's .

I don't wish to see th thing , all happen towards me .

Slowly .. And slowly ..

This morning , first person who make me laugh : Ahmond :]

Thankyou kkeh , ahmond huat arh :D

Then aft tht, Ahbing on9 ler. Told me he didnt go for cso.

Ohyah ! Told you all ar , Ahbing is a pig ! :3

Chatted awhile, he go for his dota, then chatted awhile with Ahmond.

Then he told me: Open door for Damien.

Aft tht, he don'tknow die whr with Damien liao. :x

I swear im going to bring scissors ltr to meet him. & he can says byebye to his hair :x

He just now point -'- at me , bad hor? teach goodgirl wrong things .

I -'- you back .

Kkeh , done . Currently chatting with sister .

Ltr going down meet Ahmond (: